Ready to Try Anything

Dear Hope,

 I went for my 2^nd acupuncture appointment on Friday and am already feeling the positive effects of it.  It’s hard to explain but during the session I feel an overwhelming sense of serenity.  As I meditate my thoughts wander but in a way that relaxes me.  I really believe this is going to not only make a difference in my upcoming IVF cycle but in my overall life.  When I was done my acupuncturist gave me a Chinese “ritual” to perform during ovulation.  She said that she often suggests this to women who are struggling with infertility.  I know I have said I will try anything so here it is:

During ovulation she said to 1^st put sea salt in my belly button.  (Yes you read it correctly! My belly button!!!) Then with the incense stick she gave me (which she said will smell really bad-but part of the ritual) , Brian is to light it and make slow circular motions above my belly button until I can feel the heat.  Pull it away and repeat 3 times. 

Each time saying a relaxation and empowerment phrase like “Give me strength, give me power, give me courage.” 

I tried looking up this type of ritual on the internet and couldn’t find anything.  But I trust her and her teachings and even though it seems a little out there, I will try anything!!!!! I am just looking for one little miracle and if this will help me get just a little closer then sea salt and incense it is!!!!

Kate